Nothing Gold Can LastA long lifeFull of frightsWas bestowed unto herWhen a troubleCame out of the rubbleShe would stand to fightOnce it was over and doneShe would go and sit under the sunA warm summers breezeAnd some pistachio nut ice creamShe may have been poorBut she loved her family all the moreShe loved me and I hereEven when she spoke her wordI cannot seeLife without you and meBut I knowShe loved us all until she passedBut as was told to me NOTHING GOLD CAN LAST
Is It True...That I Love You?I am just too lateTo escape my fateI have fallen for youBut can this be trueYou have penetrated my heart too deepPouring out the love that I keep....please take it........But don't break it...SO I say those three little words..I Love YouAnd that is true
TearsThe tear is a cleansing thingIt gets rid of dirt and grimeAlso the sadness in the heartThe tear cleans and cleansIt is not a weakness to cryBut a strengthCrying isnt just for babiesIts for everyone with dust in the eyeOr with a broken heartSo cryCry your hearts contentCry till you can not cry no moreCry Cry Cry till I shall DIE!
A Locked SecretYour like a safeJust with a pretty faceYour secrets Kept withinAnd you will not tell themThough I wonderWhats eating your slumberWhat are you trying to hideWhat is so valuable insideWhy keep it under lock and keyPlease let your secret be freeAnd share it with me
How Come??Why did you leave me all aloneWhy did you leave me to die in this holeThis hole of depressionBefore i sink too far, hear out my confessionI may have defiled your trustBut I cant see the big fussAll i did was trick youBut what do you expect me to doI needed to knowSo please stop your silly showAll I want is one explanationBefore you throw out your condemnationSo is this too much too askIs this too hard of a task So i ask againWhy did you leave me all aloneWhy did you leave me too die in this holeThis hole of depressionNow that you have heard my confession
Love Can Not LastLove can not lastThe feeling leaves fastYou will findThat it is a waiste of your timeIf you tryYou will fryInto the greases of depressionHate and misery will riseNow that you have opened your eyesNow you can see through her liesIt is timeYou will findThat you need to grow upAnd see that she is one big slutCome on and seeAnd look through your misery.
You and MeWhen I think of usAll i can do is cussI didnt run after youAfter we were throughI know i should haveNow i wish i would haveNow it is too lateI will accept my fateBut my hot tears come out anywaysAnd I now realize you are not just a phaseI do not know what im going to doBecause I'm lost without being with you
Dark ShawlI see those eyes all sparkling clear,Stare at me while I’m standing here.Heart shaking, all wrapped in fear;Looking down at concrete, glimpsingPretty nails and costly pedicure,But who needs those to feel secure.Just give me my black shawl,So I can crawlBehind the cloven alleys;Watching, waiting,For life I am indenturedTo black, and being depravedOf all the things that I’m not allowed,In my world against the crowd.So give me my darkened shawl,I’ll hide behind, hoping to go byNoiselessly, quietlyBehind a shadowed human wall.
Dear Poetry,I might be dangerously on the verge of being poetic, but-Sometimes I don't feel me in my own skin.I am too many breaks between pulses,& a heart still living in the autumn of 99.I'm telling stories about a girl.A soul made of ink & godly metaphors,too much for a non-homeostatic body.There were once fireflies in her smile,alight between the gaps in her teeth.A rebel,love letters carved into wristsshe never sent.Poetry,She is Porphyria, & you are her lover.
Remember WhenRemember when I held you in my arms?When we kept each other warm through the night?Do you remember?How could I ever forget?Remember when I kissed you for the first time?When we were forbidden to see each other?Do you remember?How could I forget?Remember when everything was exactly as it should be?When we fell in love in our dreams?Do you remember?How could I ever forget?
Here's to the pastI've said my goodbye and I've ripped off my wingsIt hurts my heart but I need to get over these feelingsI've suffered for so long under your reignand I think it's about time that I end all this painI'm starting my journey into the begotten futureTo find all the missing pieces of my heart that I need to nurtureI'll have to search far and wide and it make take a few yearsbut I'll grow as a person and face many of my fearsAs I slowly grow older and farther from youI'll never forget our memories and the day that you knewthat I was too much for you or maybe to littleand decided to leave me behind and not to dwindleSometimes I may stumble and cry out your namebut don't come back and re-spark the flameI need to move on, we were suffocating each other anywayFrom now on it will be only myself telling me "It's okay"
Forever and AlwaysSome boys are thugsOthers are dudsSome girls are meanOthers are unseenBut don't worryAnd don't hurryYour prince charming will come soonAnd take you away under the harvest moonSo be quiet and listenBecause you don't want to miss him
A KissUnder the starsWe share whats oursA kiss here a kiss thereA kiss to show you I care
My Bi SideWhy do I have to lieWhen i'm asked if i'm biWhy do you have to judgeAnd keep a stupid grudgeI just want to be meIs that too hard to see?
Finding My WayYou have your opinion and I have mineBut don't go bashing me all the timeI have feelings can't you seeSo please just let me be ME
MeI am not perfect.I don't always have fixed hairI get stains on my clothesI sometimes trip on flat surfacesI don't know the answer to every question.I misspell wordsI stutter when I recite in classI get butterflies in my belly when I'm nervous.I say awkward thingsI talk back to my parents when I'm angryI don't always fix my roomI forget things I've learned beforeI misplace important stuff I cherish most.I get sleepy when I listen to discussionsI assume situations to be what they are notI don't choose the right decision oftenI lie to hide the painful truth or to avoid getting into trouble.I hurt those I love the mostI forget when to hold my tongue.I make mistakesI doubt myselfI don't fulfill my every promise.I am not perfect.But,I am me.
Walled FortressBrick by brick, just a little bitI put on the wall around my heartand brick by brick, It slowly creepthat I will be alone like from the startA little more here, a little more thereno windows or doors, all shall be coveredI don't want to feel and I don't want to careall of those pains that I cry to get overOne more layer to hide my vulnerabilityI don't want anyone to see me bleedand I will feint much invincibilityeven when I am in terrible needBrick by brick, connected with my tearsmaybe this time, I wouldn't get hurtwith a wall so tall, there's nothing to fearEveryone else can just try and flirtCause brick by brick, stone by stoneI will become numbed and emotionlessand in this wall, I will be forever aloneyearning to be free from my walled fortress
August Lover,I want to wrap myself in your air,hold your secrets between myribcage-embrace & just breathe.
I Pinky PromiseLet us talk for a little whileAnd let me make you smileLet me take you out every nightAnd you will be the best sight Nothing can compareBecause I love you I swear
Love GoodbyeYou may say you love meBut you never let me seeWhen i look awayYou will never stayYour heart is always on the moveYour love is so untrueThen finally with a sighI will say goodbye