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Nothing Gold Can Last
A long life
Full of frights
Was bestowed unto her
When a trouble
Came out of the rubble
She would stand to fight
Once it was over and done
She would go and sit under the sun
A warm summers breeze
And some pistachio nut ice cream
She may have been poor
But she loved her family all the more
She loved me and I here
Even when she spoke her word
I cannot see
Life without you and me
But I know
She loved us all until she passed
But as was told to me NOTHING GOLD CAN LAST
Is It True...That I Love You?
I am just too late
To escape my fate
I have fallen for you
But can this be true
You have penetrated my heart too deep
Pouring out the love that I keep
....please take it....
....But don't break it...
SO I say those three little words
..I Love You
And that is true
A Locked Secret
Your like a safe
Just with a pretty face
Your secrets Kept within
And you will not tell them
Though I wonder
Whats eating your slumber
What are you trying to hide
What is so valuable inside
Why keep it under lock and key
Please let your secret be free
And share it with me
The tear is a cleansing thing
It gets rid of dirt and grime
Also the sadness in the heart
The tear cleans and cleans
It is not a weakness to cry
But a strength
Crying isnt just for babies
Its for everyone with dust in the eye
Or with a broken heart
Cry your hearts content
Cry till you can not cry no more
Cry Cry Cry till I shall DIE!
Why did you leave me all alone
Why did you leave me to die in this hole
This hole of depression
Before i sink too far, hear out my confession
I may have defiled your trust
But I cant see the big fuss
All i did was trick you
But what do you expect me to do
I needed to know
So please stop your silly show
All I want is one explanation
Before you throw out your condemnation
So is this too much too ask
Is this too hard of a task
So i ask again
Why did you leave me all alone
Why did you leave me too die in this hole
This hole of depression
Now that you have heard my confession
My Hearts Path
Every time we talk
My heart goes on a walk
With every inch
My heart gets a pinch
With every straight away
My heart starts to pay
With every foot
My heart turns to soot
With every turn
My heart learns
With every mile
My heart gets more defiled
My heart has been kicked and tossed
Also flicked and lost
Why can't you treat it right
But too late, im done with are stupid fight
You and Me
When I think of us
All i can do is cuss
I didnt run after you
After we were through
I know i should have
Now i wish i would have
Now it is too late
I will accept my fate
But my hot tears come out anyways
And I now realize you are not just a phase
I do not know what im going to do
Because I'm lost without being with you
After We Were Through.....
I am so stupid and so blue
Now your asking what did zenzero do
It is hard to tell
But fantastically her trust fell
When i broke her heart
And savagely ripped it apart
Tore it right out of her breast
That i will have to confess
I need to mend it
But first will wait and sit
Because time will tell
If i fell
Too far away
too finally say
Finding My Way
You have your opinion and I have mine
But don't go bashing me all the time
I have feelings can't you see
So please just let me be ME
Forever and Always
Some boys are thugs
Others are duds
Some girls are mean
Others are unseen
But don't worry
And don't hurry
Your prince charming will come soon
And take you away under the harvest moon
So be quiet and listen
Because you don't want to miss him
My Bi SideWhy do I have to lie
When i'm asked if i'm bi
Why do you have to judge
And keep a stupid grudge
I just want to be me
Is that too hard to see?
DepressionShe stands on the edge of the lonely abyss
Contemplates jumping to death's final kiss.
Anger and bitterness fire through her veins
Silently she waits as strength slowly drains.
No life is allowed near, just rock ash and sand,
This place is her mood, just a barren wasteland.
Though suffered before this type of bout.
She cant break free, no way out, no way out
Harsh wind whips through tousled hair
Its haunting cry echo's her mounting despair.
Heart beats so weak, beginning to list.
So tense her stance, hand gripped into fist.
Gasping for air that refuses to come,
Skin so cold, her time so near to be done.
Feeling so dizzy, close to a faint,
Misery building from emotional taint.
Time and again she has come to this place,
Walking the same path at the same sullen pace.
Feet always falling into the holes of her tracks,
Made when she flees here, to hide what she lacks.
So desperate now, and wanting to flee,
These curses of depression, these feeling so empty.
Nothing good can be made, this obs
MeI am not perfect.
I don't always have fixed hair
I get stains on my clothes
I sometimes trip on flat surfaces
I don't know the answer to every question.
I misspell words
I stutter when I recite in class
I get butterflies in my belly when I'm nervous.
I say awkward things
I talk back to my parents when I'm angry
I don't always fix my room
I forget things I've learned before
I misplace important stuff I cherish most.
I get sleepy when I listen to discussions
I assume situations to be what they are not
I don't choose the right decision often
I lie to hide the painful truth or to avoid getting into trouble.
I hurt those I love the most
I forget when to hold my tongue.
I make mistakes
I doubt myself
I don't fulfill my every promise.
I am not perfect.
I am me.
Walled FortressBrick by brick, just a little bit
I put on the wall around my heart
and brick by brick, It slowly creep
that I will be alone like from the start
A little more here, a little more there
no windows or doors, all shall be covered
I don't want to feel and I don't want to care
all of those pains that I cry to get over
One more layer to hide my vulnerability
I don't want anyone to see me bleed
and I will feint much invincibility
even when I am in terrible need
Brick by brick, connected with my tears
maybe this time, I wouldn't get hurt
with a wall so tall, there's nothing to fear
Everyone else can just try and flirt
Cause brick by brick, stone by stone
I will become numbed and emotionless
and in this wall, I will be forever alone
yearning to be free from my walled fortress
Nine TimesI saw him nine times.
The first time we were both sitting in the room together, getting ready to take the math test that would determine our placement. I was scatterbrained and throwing things around, trying to find the pencils that I had known I would need but had still just tossed in my purse. He was lounging backwards in his chair, looking for all the world as though he didn’t have a single care in the world, including the upcoming test. It annoyed me, that I was frantic and ready to scream, while someone else could be that relaxed.
I tested out of the class.
I don’t know if he did.
The second time I saw him, it was a few months after I arrived on campus. He was the one rushing and frantic this time, running across the square. He was probably late for class, though I had no way of knowing for sure. I was already lost in my own thoughts and ideas, deciding on my major and convincing people that yes, this is what I really want to do with my life. If they weren
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