Nothing Gold Can LastA long lifeFull of frightsWas bestowed unto herWhen a troubleCame out of the rubbleShe would stand to fightOnce it was over and doneShe would go and sit under the sunA warm summers breezeAnd some pistachio nut ice creamShe may have been poorBut she loved her family all the moreShe loved me and I hereEven when she spoke her wordI cannot seeLife without you and meBut I knowShe loved us all until she passedBut as was told to me NOTHING GOLD CAN LAST
Is It True...That I Love You?I am just too lateTo escape my fateI have fallen for youBut can this be trueYou have penetrated my heart too deepPouring out the love that I keep....please take it........But don't break it...SO I say those three little words..I Love YouAnd that is true
A Locked SecretYour like a safeJust with a pretty faceYour secrets Kept withinAnd you will not tell themThough I wonderWhats eating your slumberWhat are you trying to hideWhat is so valuable insideWhy keep it under lock and keyPlease let your secret be freeAnd share it with me
How Come??Why did you leave me all aloneWhy did you leave me to die in this holeThis hole of depressionBefore i sink too far, hear out my confessionI may have defiled your trustBut I cant see the big fussAll i did was trick youBut what do you expect me to doI needed to knowSo please stop your silly showAll I want is one explanationBefore you throw out your condemnationSo is this too much too askIs this too hard of a task So i ask againWhy did you leave me all aloneWhy did you leave me too die in this holeThis hole of depressionNow that you have heard my confession
TearsThe tear is a cleansing thingIt gets rid of dirt and grimeAlso the sadness in the heartThe tear cleans and cleansIt is not a weakness to cryBut a strengthCrying isnt just for babiesIts for everyone with dust in the eyeOr with a broken heartSo cryCry your hearts contentCry till you can not cry no moreCry Cry Cry till I shall DIE!
Love Can Not LastLove can not lastThe feeling leaves fastYou will findThat it is a waiste of your timeIf you tryYou will fryInto the greases of depressionHate and misery will riseNow that you have opened your eyesNow you can see through her liesIt is timeYou will findThat you need to grow upAnd see that she is one big slutCome on and seeAnd look through your misery.
You and MeWhen I think of usAll i can do is cussI didnt run after youAfter we were throughI know i should haveNow i wish i would haveNow it is too lateI will accept my fateBut my hot tears come out anywaysAnd I now realize you are not just a phaseI do not know what im going to doBecause I'm lost without being with you
The SirenShe's a siren of the airwaves,And I love it when she misbehaves.Burning air I lust after her elegance,Breathing in all her melodies lasciviously,Pursuing her blindly over currents of crimson chance.But every single time she cries my name,I don't know if to her it's all just a game.Weeping tears only for me,Wailing along the air seductively,Drowning me softly in glades with gruesome glee.She's a siren turning me into ash,Yet her love like tempestuous waves crash.Sitting down next to me,Singing down my ear promiscuously,Killing me gently upon shores of sombre seas.
Dear Poetry,I might be dangerously on the verge of being poetic, but-Sometimes I don't feel me in my own skin.I am too many breaks between pulses,& a heart still living in the autumn of 99.I'm telling stories about a girl.A soul made of ink & godly metaphors,too much for a non-homeostatic body.There were once fireflies in her smile,alight between the gaps in her teeth.A rebel,love letters carved into wristsshe never sent.Poetry,She is Porphyria, & you are her lover.
Dark ShawlI see those eyes all sparkling clear,Stare at me while I’m standing here.Heart shaking, all wrapped in fear;Looking down at concrete, glimpsingPretty nails and costly pedicure,But who needs those to feel secure.Just give me my black shawl,So I can crawlBehind the cloven alleys;Watching, waiting,For life I am indenturedTo black, and being depravedOf all the things that I’m not allowed,In my world against the crowd.So give me my darkened shawl,I’ll hide behind, hoping to go byNoiselessly, quietlyBehind a shadowed human wall.
Forever and AlwaysSome boys are thugsOthers are dudsSome girls are meanOthers are unseenBut don't worryAnd don't hurryYour prince charming will come soonAnd take you away under the harvest moonSo be quiet and listenBecause you don't want to miss him
Walled FortressBrick by brick, just a little bitI put on the wall around my heartand brick by brick, It slowly creepthat I will be alone like from the startA little more here, a little more thereno windows or doors, all shall be coveredI don't want to feel and I don't want to careall of those pains that I cry to get overOne more layer to hide my vulnerabilityI don't want anyone to see me bleedand I will feint much invincibilityeven when I am in terrible needBrick by brick, connected with my tearsmaybe this time, I wouldn't get hurtwith a wall so tall, there's nothing to fearEveryone else can just try and flirtCause brick by brick, stone by stoneI will become numbed and emotionlessand in this wall, I will be forever aloneyearning to be free from my walled fortress
The SadistYou pick your favorite tie,your eyes dark, filled with craving.Staring at the floor,I dare not meet your gaze,Panting,But terrified all the same.I hold up my wrists,And you move swiftly with talent.I kneel before you,My blood boiling,Your fist in my hair.I tilt my head back,Your lips,Scorching my skin.My vision now compromized,I feel hollow and lost.Desire,Coursing through my veins.And then it comes,A single hard blow.My body wrenches,My flesh sizzles,My scream echos.Beads of sweat,Cold against my skin,Collecting in the small of my back.I know I can do it,For you my love,But thirty six more times,Restores my faith in suffering.My fragile body,Now battered and debased,Covered in cuts and bruises,The scars of which will never fade.Tears stream down,My mascara smeared,As you stand astride,Mocking my anguish.There's a blurred line,Between pain and pleasure.My temptation unsatisfied.I know,You have nothing more to give,Of this decadent lifestyle.
You'll Find the LightDon't worry my dear.You will be all right.Whenever you fear,Just search for the light.If you seek, you will find it.Just wait and you'll see.You'll find that happinessThat will set you free.Just keep pursuingAnd follow your dream.While things may not alwaysAppear as they seem,You'll find that shineTo show you the way,That'll bring in the sunlightAnd keep the darkness at bay.
Never Have I EverNever have I everBeen honest with myself.Never have I everAdmitted how I've felt.Never have I everShown anyone my tears.Never have I everAdmitted any fears.Never have I everChased into the light.Never have I everTried to escape the light.Never have I everBeen apart from pain.Never have I everHad something I could gain.
What Have I BecomeThey say just to let the emotions flow,Is the secret of poetry,The art within the writing of words,Of placing the letters, carefully,Not to be shy of filling the blanks,Just defining what you know,To use your feelings,And to decorate the sheets,But how can I write,When all I feel,Was ripped away,By a force that I cannot describe?When my core is a void,And I cannot avoid,Feeling nothing at all...How am I supposed to choose,The words that used to come,By night, my quiet saviours,Now lost within my soul,Empty eyes,Roaming the sky,Searching for...For this feeling of inspiration,That I once cursed,But was blessed with,Now that it's gone,I disappear into myself,No way to get rid of,All this poison,That was crammed down my throat,Breathing hurts,And without my words,I'm nothing, just nothing at all,I am no writer, no poet,No artist anymore,I might be able to place the letters,In the right order,It might look pretty,But it lacks the emotion,That makes
My Bi SideWhy do I have to lieWhen i'm asked if i'm biWhy do you have to judgeAnd keep a stupid grudgeI just want to be meIs that too hard to see?
Finding My WayYou have your opinion and I have mineBut don't go bashing me all the timeI have feelings can't you seeSo please just let me be ME
A KissUnder the starsWe share whats oursA kiss here a kiss thereA kiss to show you I care
DepressionShe stands on the edge of the lonely abyssContemplates jumping to death's final kiss.Anger and bitterness fire through her veinsSilently she waits as strength slowly drains.No life is allowed near, just rock ash and sand,This place is her mood, just a barren wasteland.Though suffered before this type of bout.She cant break free, no way out, no way outHarsh wind whips through tousled hairIts haunting cry echo's her mounting despair.Heart beats so weak, beginning to list.So tense her stance, hand gripped into fist.Gasping for air that refuses to come,Skin so cold, her time so near to be done.Feeling so dizzy, close to a faint,Misery building from emotional taint.Time and again she has come to this place,Walking the same path at the same sullen pace.Feet always falling into the holes of her tracks,Made when she flees here, to hide what she lacks.So desperate now, and wanting to flee,These curses of depression, these feeling so empty.Nothing good can be made, this obs
MeI am not perfect.I don't always have fixed hairI get stains on my clothesI sometimes trip on flat surfacesI don't know the answer to every question.I misspell wordsI stutter when I recite in classI get butterflies in my belly when I'm nervous.I say awkward thingsI talk back to my parents when I'm angryI don't always fix my roomI forget things I've learned beforeI misplace important stuff I cherish most.I get sleepy when I listen to discussionsI assume situations to be what they are notI don't choose the right decision oftenI lie to hide the painful truth or to avoid getting into trouble.I hurt those I love the mostI forget when to hold my tongue.I make mistakesI doubt myselfI don't fulfill my every promise.I am not perfect.But,I am me.
What is Love?Can it be, just a fantasySomething made up to keep us in lineShould I give up and get with the timesBut NO!It has to be realbecause I know what I feelLove is through the heartNot something science can explainSo damn you all who confine my loveIt is not a simplistic feeling but one of may layersYou can not understand meOr what I can beI am done with explainingIt is time to follow my heart and fly.
August Lover,I want to wrap myself in your air,hold your secrets between myribcage-embrace & just breathe.
Only in my DreamsOnly in my dreams I can feel the warm and gentle embrace of a womenHer lips against mineStaring into my eyes without a trace of disgustHolding hands with me as we share smiles and laughterI'm happy in this worldNo negative feelingsI have herEven in my dreams she has flawsBut all i see is perfectionI want this to last foreverShe's perfect despite her flawsAnd she thinks the same about meBut i wakeAnd the dream is overI don't see her anymoreI'm back into realityI dread the day that awaitsIt was all just a dreamAnd that's all it would always beReality is the nightmare i can't awake fromIt would always be this wayAlways...
Love GoodbyeYou may say you love meBut you never let me seeWhen i look awayYou will never stayYour heart is always on the moveYour love is so untrueThen finally with a sighI will say goodbye